Not sure whats going on

Ok so as i stated yesterday got the news from my doctor that i didnt ovulate this month. I guess the devestation from that and the stress of IF finally got to me and i decided i didnt want to get out of bed this morning, i slept until 1130a, missed my first two classes, when i finally woke up i had to throw clothes on and leave to go to algebra lol. Now im honestly just feel like i am in a tornado and dont know when i am finally going to beable to touch the ground again. I really just wish things could be normal, which i guess there really is no such thing as normal but i try. I mean why does it seem so easy for some people to get pregnant, as my mom said last night some people can cross their eyes wrong and get pregnant. It just seems like everything i do i cant. It also seems like everywhere i go i see either someone who is pregnant or someone that just had a baby, i left the mall today almost in tears because of it. I went there to do some shopping to get some new ear rings and i guess i shouldnt have because that was horrible. not sure what else to say, i just kinda wanna curl up in a ball and go to sleep.